Ramblings of an Individual

would a futon really be comfortable?

You know you're on holiday when:

• you wake up, without even glancing at the clock, goes back to sleep again.
• someone mentions a weird anatomy word and although it sounds familiar (like something the lecturer screamed in class), your brain hardly cares.
• it's raining and it takes you at least half an hour staring at the rain, trying to think what you're going to do today.

What's the word for it?
Oh, yeah.
Bliss.

Guilty eating.
Know that?
No, not when you're pressured by your friend to eat her homemade stew.
It's when you eat something so good; so oily, so salty and so sweet.
So deliciously sinful.
After the whole 'Puasa Walker' thinghy, I've been cutting my chips intake.
Till the other day.
A buy 1, free 1 kind of thing.
Never heard of the brand, but the sudden internal 'I want~' growled and I bought it.
Maaaan, it was so good.
One bite and the whole pack's gone.
The guilt came 2 minutes after I licked the bag clean.
The 'My waist just expanded 2 inches and my cheeks are officially chipmunk-ed again' kind of guilt.
Eurgh.
Wonder how this is gonna work when I go back home and finish off Lays all by myself.

Pushing all that aside, let's focus on the more wonderful things.
Like this:

Who's the adorable guy half-hidden in his futon? :D

Have a nice day!

*retreats under duvet*

eurgh, I'm burping pizza

Tiger Balm.
It's the ointment.
The one that acts like an ice cold pack stapled to you stomach, the one that pushes all that angin out and the one that helps you sleep at night.
My saviour.
Trust me, Tiger Balm is the ointment.
Thank you, God for letting Raz have it.

I'm only partially updating my friendster.
Will be posting many pictures after my results come out.
Atas sebab....
...well.
I'm lazy.
:D

You know how at one point of your life, you understand what it takes to be acceptable.
By pretending.
Yup.
Taking a role of someone who will please the group of people you're entertaining at the moment.
For example:
You relatives arrive.
Poof: change into that timid, shy, high-achiever but very humble person that makes good (although packaged) tea.

Cool kids of the school notices you.
Poof: change into this slouching person with a 'I'm-cool-as-well' aura, nods and say "wassup"

Things like that.
I mean.
This is normal.
Everybody does it.
The huge flaw?
One way or another you will look bad on the other side, the other group of people.

Let's try a quiz.
You walk down your hallway and a group of people is at the side talking.
Do you...
A. Say 'hey~', smile and chat along with them.
B. Give a small smile, nods and continue walking
C. Stares at your shoes, pretending you can't see them and walk on through?

If you had answered A:
You are friendly and approachable. Congratulations. But the other bunch of people (at the moment hidden from view) will consider you a slut. They'll be all... "Tau tak minah tu menyebuk je... invading privacy... nak sume orang suke die."

If you had answered B:
You are independent. Congratulations. One side will think (but not admit) that it's cool you look all important and had to rush off doing.... well, some important thing.
The other side will say, "Eeee, menyampah betul aku, ingat die tu hebat sangat ke? High standard la konon, sampai tak leh borak ngan kitaorang."

If you had answered C:
You're.... uh, humble? Congrats. One group will shout that you're sombong. Another will go thinking how nice and proper you are for acting like some perempuan melayu terakhir.

What I'm rambling about here is that,
no matter what your actions are, there's always that other side...
....talking behind your back, frowning at your actions.
So the real question is:
Do you...
A. Pick one side, at well on that and ignore the other?
And be called unfriendly.
B. Pick all side and try to please every side, every single time?
And be call a hypocrite?

On another note,
Amir belanja-ed me and Melissa at the Pizza Hut Buffet today.
I wish I had stuffed myself silly with all that pizza, pasta and salad.
But my tummy grumbled halfway through.
Had to rush back to Floyer.
And go to the bathroom.
:(